Chapter 6: New York Rebel

Hey loves!!
So today we will be going into my epic adventures in New York City at my friend Maddy house. I will be mentioning only first letter of the guys name just because I'm still good friends with them now 10 years later and would want to protect their identity. For those close to me they would know who I'm talking about and I ask for you guys not to tag or mention their names. And if they guys inbox me through Facebook and give me the okay to use their name after I publish this vlog then I would edit and use their names. I hope you guys have enjoyed my life story so far, and I hope you guys will continue reading and I would love feedback good or bad it's okay, it's your opinion and no hard feelings will be held against u. Comment are now available to all to write not just Google members. So read on for Chapter 6...

So mom was going to New York for 3 weeks while I was staying for 6 weeks. My boyfriend Edison was not at all happy, I believe he was afraid I would leave him. My phone had messed up and he gave me a spare cell phone he had that was prepaid and loaded it with massive minutes so we could stay in contact with eachother. The day I arrived to the airport I was traveling alone since mom was arriving after me. I said my farewell and went through those doors, and for the first time in years I felt alive and free, finally going back to my stomping grounds. I arrived to NYC 3 hours later and my uncle Robert picked me up and dropped me off at my friend house. When I saw her we hugged for what seemed like forever. We had so much to catch up on, during these years that passed her mom had passed away and alot had happened to us both. The next day we got dressed, I put on my makeup, did our hair and I was ready to enjoy being back in the hood. We decided to go play some handball and the handball courts up the block, it was summer and I wanted to let loose and bond with my girl and that we did. We was hot and tired and of course she whooped my ass lol so we sat down to rest. We started to speak to old friends I haven't seen in a while. Among those friends was our friend Oscar and years did him well, he was tall and handsome a feast for my eyes. We spoke and he asked if he could come over and chill and Maddy agreed. I didn't think much about him coming over it wasn't a big deal he was our friend and I thought it would be great to catch up and talk shit. He arrived later that evening, we spoke and obviously there was a immediate connection. Now yeah many of you guys may be like damn your ass play no games but the truth was I had no plans in pursuing him, flirting was always okay in Jay's book lol, and that we did a lot of. I can't tell you guys if we kissed that day or not but I think we did, and he left. I remember telling Maddy that he was fine and how I never noticed that years before. We laughed and started our night. The night was still young and I'll tell you I don't know how I didn't become a alcoholic that summer as much as we drank and passed out. A few days passed of talking with Oscar and it was going great, and it wasn't going so great with Edison. Edison was hanging out every night and I know that meant getting his dick wet for sure, one thing I am not is stupid and I knew that would happen. So I cut it off with him and he didn't put much of a fight up, mom was leaving him in our house to watch it and the car while she was gone and I fucking new he would have a blast there bringing women. At this time I didn't care I wasn't letting my thoughts get the best of me on my vacation, so be free little bird be free because this bird was about to spread her wings. Oscar had invited me to the little Italy fair and we went and I had fun, it felt natural being with him, no need to be someone else because we knew each other and it felt good. We played, held hands like a couple. When we got back their was a lot of sexual tension between. Him and I, and I was ready to cool off the heat but instead it got hotter 裸.... one thing led to the other and I was being put in every kind of position you could think of and shit my ass was beyond impressed, who the fuck would've thought I could've gotten carried and fucked oh so well......things was great, and we got in what I would call a vacation-ship aka a summer romance. I was happy and felt alive, he kept a smile on my face always things couldn't get bad, could it? Well yeah it could, life was never kind to me so I was use to it but I was very hurt I really, really liked him and I was slowly falling for him, I was getting it bad. He one day came over and broke it off with me because his ex thought she was pregnant or was pregnant I don't really remember. And as he turned away a part of me died but I refused to cry in front of him, and as soon as he left I went to the living room and cried what felt like hours. That night I hung out with Maddy and the guys, the guys being her brother and his friends, Chris was a friend of ours and he was a bartender so needless to say we was getting shit faced wasted and I was okay with that because I got my heart hurt not broken but deeply hurt. I was was soon introduced to one of Maddy friend a girl named K she had a beautiful baby boy. She was dating a guy named N, he was always chilling with Maddy bro as that was his best friend. She was pretty cool but she was kind of a broken soul, somewhat like me. To make things short she was cheating on the kid named N and I knew about. One day I left Maddy sleeping and I went outside to hang out with the guys mainly Maddy brother and Chris, N and a few others, I always felt comfy with guys because I sort of fit in better with them. We drank and drank and drank and N and I started conversing and I slipped up and mentioned how it was fucked up that K was cheating. YES KILL ME NOW!!! I was drunk and blabbing off way to much because I felt kind of bad for the kid. I never noticed how Maddy brother went upstairs and I had forgotten the keys upstairs. I chilled with the other guys and I was exhausted so I called it a night and was going to head upstairs but I was fucking locked out...I rang the bell but no answer...I was fucked!!! N offered me to sleep at his place and I was really hesitant only because I didn't want anyone to think wrong, and I was hoping Oscar and I would figure something out. He was a complete gentleman we spoke, laughed then headed to his room and I took the couch. I can't tell u if that couch was comfy but shit I slept like a baby. The next morning Maddy was looking around for me like crazy like a big sister that lost a sister at the mall lol, I called and told her where I was at and all I heard was oh boy, K had slept over and heard that so she thought I was probably fucking him but girl please I was not interested. Needless to say I lost her friendship quick. I didn't really care about it because I had only just met her so it didn't matter, but I became super cool with N and we decided to " get " together to get her back for cheating. Its was a great idea til Oscar decided to come back and said his ex wasn't pregnant but I had already agreed to N about this fake relationship and I'm a true friend I wasn't going to leave him hanging and with all the pain in my heart I had to tell Oscar I was with N and he was pissed, I would've told him that it was fake but everyone had to think it was real for it to work and I knew that was the end of us and again that night I cried myself to sleep. Anyways back to N, he would sleepover in Maddy room with us but he had the floor just to make it believable. One night we both decided fuck it let's have drunk sex and let me tell u it was a disaster, I had to even wake Maddy up and drag her to the bathroom because I was pissed. We practiced safe sex but this guy had the ultimate small dick of all dicks, if I had to measure I would say 3 inches and that's maybe adding a extra inch. It was just horrible worst sex I have ever had I didn't feel shit it was like tickle me Elmo. After that I had to say peace bruh it's not working out and never told him why but said we can be friends. There was just one tiny problem he was living in that house with Maddy brother and he had caught feelings for me and it was bad. At this point I wanted to go back to Oscar and tell him everything but please that man didn't even want to look at me, so I took that lost and I wish I would've tried harder but I didn't. So I went back to sleepless nights partying with my bestie and the guys it was good to be carefree and single again, I was ready to party harder. One day Maddy gets a call from a guy named L and when she hung up she told me all about him and I was curious to see who the hell was this guy from Boston was and she mentioned he had a big dick, shit I was single and I was ready to fucking mingle, I had to relationship no worries. The day came and I met this guy he was cute, very tall, lighter than me, he had a resemblance of Chris Brown, just that C.Breezy was 100x hotter lol. We immediately hit it off and I learned he was friends with Oscar and N  and I was like oh just great there goes my fuck, I wasn't going to sit here and fuck my ex's friend but then I thought fuck it I ain't staying in New York, so what happens in NYC stays here and I was a girl on a mission and I wanted to find out what laid in those pants. We spoke and drank and chilled, flirted etc. Then came one night we was drunk out of our ass and every time Maddy brother and N walked out, we just had sex and that happened multiple times in one night, just the rush of hurrying before they came back was fun. I knew N had feelings for me and I didn't want him to be hurt. Well it became a regular basis fuck. He would at times sleepover and he would stay in Maddy room because it was the only room with a air conditioner and summer in NY can be brutal. So while Maddy slept we would fuck, til one night it looks like N was suspecting that L and I was fucking around and he was jealous and I'm pretty sure he was drunk too. He started pounding on the door and my ass flew off L and got dressed jumped in the bed with Maddy and he told me he would solve the issue. So L steps out with no shirt on, probably smelled like sex and I'm pretty sure he was flushed as was I and spoke to him til he calmed down and he came back in the room but N stood in the kitchen cursing and slamming shit but fuck it let him be and we continued with our activities. This lasted til he left to Boston, I would go to his dad's place or in Maddy house and it was just pure fun, no strings attached. I would speak to Edison at times but nothing serious but I knew I would have to deal with his ass when I got back. My summer is NYC was the best, it probably would've been better who knows if I would've stood with Oscar just because feelings were there and I would've just been with him but unfortunately life don't play by the books and it went differently. Summer had come to a end and I had to eventually leave, I was sad because I was really going to miss my bestie and friends but one thing I do know was that I had a blast and memories to last me a lifetime. But reality was waiting for me in Puerto Rico and that I wasn't happy about...!!!

My thoughts:
So as you guys read my summer had romance, lust, heartbreak and fun. As I look back now I'm like holy shit what was I thinking lol but hello I'm sticking with I was young and dumb as my excuse. Do I regret any of it? Yes some things but others I didn't. What I experienced that summer was life lessons and memories and I'm okay with that because I learned from them and it's played apart in who I am today. So thank you guys for reading chapter 6 I hope it was a good read and it helps u understand my crazy life somewhat better. So lookout for Chapter 7: Reality in Puerto Rico.... so til tomorrow X0x0Xox0X 