Hey my loves!!!
I know I have been away for a couple of days and I do have a explanation for that. As many of you guys know my daughter has been sick and still is but is doing a bit better. Also you guys are aware that election day was a few days ago and I been a bit in a rage about our new president, but I will not go into politics on my blog as this is just a special space for all of my family and friends near and far to get a glimpse of my life. I also want to give you guys a brief update on my newest plans so far, you all know I was giving you a new chapter every day but we are nearing the end of my life chapters and soon I will just have life blogs on my current lifestyle and instead of doing daily updates I will bring you guys 2 life blogs and I will continue with Sex talk Sunday's and maybe a bonus random vlog here and there. Okay so that's what's going on so far so please stay and enjoy reading Chapter 11....
On June 17, 2012 my cousin Jean had reached out to me and was comforting me on my rant on the bad luck I was having with men in my life and j had told him I don't think I would be dating men anymore and would go with girls. As I have mentioned in one of my previous chapters I am bisexual. Jean told me that he had a good guy for me that had a little girl and like you guys know I was hesitant, and too sweeten the deal my cousin told me he had heard that he had a big dick lol so FYI I think that's why I decided hey why not!! On June 17, 2012 it was Father's day so I decided to reach out to Fernando and write him a message wishing him a Happy Father's day and who was I and that my cousin had told me to talk to him, I sent a friend request and decided to wait for a response. A couple hours later I had a message from him and a accepted friend request. In his message he was sweet and respectful, he told me he was 29 and was Dominican etc., so I decided to send him my number to get to know eachother better on the phone, I went into his Facebook profile to be greeted by a gorilla profile picture. I was horrified I kept saying omg I hope he isn't ugly lol, I went into his pictures and to my surprise he was very handsome and his daughter was precious! Later that night he called me and we spoke for a couple hours and we immediately hit it off and became boyfriend and girlfriend through long distance. I told him alot about my life story and my children and he told me about his and we had alot in common there. Ofcourse since I pretty much have zero filter I asked him about his dick size lol which girls this is a very important question to ask, you do not want to be surprised by a micro penis lol okay okay let me stop. He busted into a hefty laugh and said that's what he has been told so I went big and bold and asked for a picture and can you believe he did not shy away and sent it to me lol...Let's just say my eyes was very satisfied with the view. I thought it would be only fair and send him a nice picture in lingerie so he can feast his eyes, oh and yes he did!! Things were great in the beginning, we spoke hours on the phone everyday and I discovered he had a beautiful voice and he would sing to me on the phone every night. We were very active with eachother through Facebook and would be lovey dovey all th time on our posts or comments. One day on one of his pictures I came across a comment from a female named Reina and it was a flirtatious one and I immediately called my cousin and asked who the fuck was she, I was upset because they both told me he was single but the way she was responding it sounded a bit more like a courtship.y cousin went on to tell me that was a ex of his and that they were done and over and he was pretty sure she was saying those things since she knew that there was a new woman in the picture. After hanging up with Jean I called Fernando and asked him about the girl and he told me the same thing my cousin said so I just shook off the feeling and let it go. The following day I see a fucking picture that he was tagged on with this bitch both hugging and when I tell you my blood was boiling it was. Now the reason I was upset was because I didn't want to be used or played with I wanted something sincere. I immediately called my cousin since his trifling ass was tagged in the picture too. When he answered all he said was he don't know what's going on but he knows Fernando is single and to talk to him about it, and shit you know I was. Immediately after hanging up I called Fernando and my tone of voice was not a pleasant one and he told me that Jean and him went fishing and she went along and they just took a picture which in all honesty I was not buying it at all. He told me she was a ex of his from about 10 years ago when they dated in high school and she had cheated on him or something like that and he was getting his revenge on her by using her. That did not sit well with me. He told me to give him a few days and he will get rid of her and when it was done he would call me, you know my blood was beyond boiling I told him off and told him to forget my number and I'll do the same. It didn't matter to me because we was just dating online and we haven't even met and besides he was 3,000 miles away, but to be honest my heart ached because I really liked him and I thought we was hitting it off and was thinking maybe he would be my Mr.Right. A couple days went by and I didn't delete his number like I said, I was mad not stupid. So I decided to be slick and send him a text acting like I didn't know whose number was it. He texted back and said it was him and I was like oh ok hi and how was everything going? He told me the girl was a done deal and I was all his. If he only knew how I jumped all over my room with excitement because that means my chance wasn't over. Needless to say the drama continued for like another week but this time I was not giving up on my man no matter what this girl was saying because Fernando would call me multiple times a day for hours. A month of dating online passed and I was very happy, but sad because I wanted to see him in person, so one day I casually asked him if I would go to New York would he be happy and he said yeah and that I could stay with him. So I was a girl on a mission, I called my ex husband and told him that I needed him to purchase me round trip tickets to New York because I wanted to see my dad, yeah I lied so what! And within 10 minutes I had my round trip ticket dated for August 11, 2012 for 2 weeks. When I called him with the news he was beyond excited and we were now counting down the days. I eventually spoke to my mom about him and that I would be going to visit him for 2 weeks and needed her to stay with the kids while I went to visit, and to my surprise she didn't disagree. She felt like I was grown enough now to make choices in my life and genuinely just wanted to see me happy. On August 1, 2012 my baby girl kylie turned 1 years old and I had a birthday party for her planned on the 10th the day before my trip. Her party was a success and I was exhausted and had to give my babies a kiss and head home to start packing, yeah I know I waited for the last minute. I packed up, did my hair and layed down til the next morning. That morning I was so freaking nervous, my stomach was turning, it was going to be the first time I would meet my boyfriend lol. My home girl Ivette drove me to the airport I touched up my makeup and made sure I was looking great. The flight was 3 hours too long and my stomach was in knots, I felt like I was going to hyperventilate. When the plane arrived, that's it my nerves had the best of me. My knees was weak, I was shaking, teeth was clicking, I was a mess. I remembered waiting behind the sliding doors trying to catch my breath. I was very happy but there was a problem. I couldn't see from far, I hadn't had glasses in forever and needed them badly, and at this time I needed it the most. I was as blind as a bat. I took a deep breath called him and confidently walked out and told him I was by the baggage claim and he told me to look to the left that he was seeing me, problem was I didn't see him. I tell you know that I didn't need blush, I naturally was red in the cheeks. All of a sudden I hear the only loud crowd, full of yelling Dominicans and I just knew that it was that direction that I needed to go. Sure enough there stood Fernando. When I first saw him I was stuck, he was not my type at all! He was about 5'9 and chunky, but he had a nice smile, and wasn't bad looking. I gave him a big hug and our first tap kiss lol. He had picked me up with his friends, so that explained the extreme loudness in the airport. On the ride to his place, I remembered sneaking a text to my mom that went something like this " Mommy please save me, change my ticket date sooner he is not my type at all and 2 weeks with him will be torture", her response was the best one yet " Well that's too bad for you deal with it, in life there is more to someone beyond there appearance so try looking at inner beauty and maybe then you will find happiness", this is the best thing my mom ever told me. We finally arrived at his house, he lived there with his mother and daughter and I was nervous as hell...luckily when we got upstairs no one was home or else I would've died from a panic attack. When we got in he dropped my luggage at the door and took my hand to the bedroom. All I could tell myself was look Jericka get it together and make the best of shit, you put yourself in this predicament. When we got to the bedroom he literally flung me on the bed, and at that moment all worries left out the window. I was sexually frustrated it had been like 4 months that I had sex and masturbating was not the same as penetration and my body needed to feel a man. He started kissing me and undressing me rather quickly, next thing I know I have become his meal, he was hungrily licking my...well you get the point! Lol omg!! He started taking his clothes off and jesus christ when he pulled them boxers off, I nearly came just by his size. He was very ummmm thick and I was drooling lol. He made love to me so good and after that he became exactly my type!!! Later that day his mom gets home with his daughter and that lady nearly atr his head, Fernando lied to me and he did not ask his mother permission for me to stay there, i was in a panick i was like Omg what am i going to do if his mom kicks my ass out, i dont know what he told her but he managed to persuade her to let me stay. Days was passing by and I was falling deeply in love with him, he was so sweet and at times rough. He would sing to me and make me smile so big! For the first time in my life I felt like I could be myself, be goofy, and all and he wouldn't go anywhere. Two weeks went by way to fast, the night before my trip I remember that I cooked and after dinner we was listening to music and the song came up from Romeo Santos " Llevame contigo " and he started singing it to me, and at that moment I knew he was my happily ever after and god then confirmed it, he grabbed my hand and asked me to marry him, and I said yes and he slipped on my ring. We made sweet passionate love and a video too lol. Who knew when will I see him again but we both knew that we was eachother's happiness. The next day was very hard for me the whole ride to the airport I cried and he held me, I wanted to go home because I missed my babies but I also didn't want to leave my love behind. We said our goodbye and he left and I swear I felt my heart rip out and leave with him. But what would come next was amazing...
Thank you all for reading this chapter of my life as this is where my happiness and life started to have more meaning. Don't hesitate to leave a message and follow me at the bottom of my blog page. Love you all X0x0Xox0X and make sure to check-in tomorrow for Chapter 12: My Mr.Right ( Part 2 ).
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